Troubled
I am very troubled nowadaysbut I have no courage to voice out to anyone.
I kept it all by myself.
It's about my future.
Before I enrolled into poly,
there is a piece of letter called tuition grant.
I was wondering if I should take it up.
I thought it is best for me to take it up to save my parent's financial burden
and the way for me to do it is to serve NS.
My father objected to my decision
because he thought NS will interrupt my progress in furthering my studies.
From young,
I will just oblige to whatever he says.
I don't have a choice to make.
Even now.
In the end,
we forgo the tuition grant.
Now,
There is no turning back.
Money has been paid.
Plans has been drawn out.
I can't back out.
My friends,
the environment,
the weather,
the people,
I am so used to the place.
The place I grow up.
It is like leaving heaven for an unknown destination.
I hope future will be bright for me.
