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Finally decided

I have finally decided which JC to put as first choice. It has to be TPJC. No choice la. Hope that I can get in la. Follow by Catholic then Serangoon. Sucks la.

posted by kc @ 11/25/2004 04:16:00 PM 0 Comments

What a tiring day

Oh god! I am going to die from the self-toturing training. It is really tiring. Every part of my body is aching but I am not going to give on growing big and muscular muscles in my body. Bae Yong Jun has become a paradigm of what mascular man looks like. My eyes almost pop out when I see his big chest and a tough six pac. Well, no choice la. I wants to be like him so I have to continue my self-torturing training...

One last day before I decide where to go. It is either CJC or TPJC. Sian...I rather go poly for the first three months if they have such a thing. Ai yah, anything. CJC is good in some ways while TPJC is also good in another ways. Damn headache. If I don't go, I know there is such thing as looking down. Well, to me, if I am able to qualify for a JC, it will be a good news for me.

Anyway, taking A-level won't be good for me. I am a person who gets complacent whenever I do well for exam. That's why I flunked my Sec3. If I am going to a JC, I know I am going to slack again because I thought I am good enough. In the end, I will get kick out of the JC. This is what I visualise. If I am going to poly, I won't be complacent because as everyone knows, poly students are placed below the JC students. Ai yah, no mood to write already. See what is entry score then decide which JC I am going.

Graduation night is on tomorrow. Don't know whether I will be bringing my guitar along. Think better not just in case people say i show off. :x

posted by kc @ 11/23/2004 06:03:00 PM 0 Comments

Muscle building.

I have heard that one way to impress girls is to be mascular. Haha. Not really sure about that but I have decided to train my muscles. My chest is still not hard enough, biceps are still not big enough and my six pec is still not obvious enough. From now onwards, I will undergo a series of self-torturing training. After I woke up in the morning, the first thing i do will be doing 3 sets of push up of 50 each. Mid noon, go to the fitness corner and do 20 pull up. After that, go library and relax. After 3pm, I will play basketball till 6.30pm. Not too bad. After 1-2 months, I believe my figure will be like Daniel Wu. Wah cow, he is damn mascular. Even I am attracted by him. Settle. Next time, after the holidays, i guarentee everyone will be shocked by my figure. Of course, a good combination of self-torturing training and good diet will be the most effective.

posted by kc @ 11/22/2004 08:11:00 PM

Exploring Singapore: Part 1

After O level, there are many ways that a person can have fun. As for me, I have been wanted to go to those places I have never go before. I chose to start my journey the day after the last paper. Right after my mother left for Hk, I packed my bag and brought a directory alone with me.

First destination: Small part of Serangoon. I went to take 81 and headed towards Serangoon. Time taken: 45 min from Pasir Ris to the interchange. The bus passed by Serangoon JC but did not bother to take a closer look at it. After arriving at the Serangoon interchange, I walked around and passed by Zhonghua Secondary School which is beside don't know what primary school. Also, i passed by Nanyang JC. I think it is undergoing some renovation so I did not went in to see. I walked and walked until I reached a place I am not familiar. There is a busstop there so I see which bus will bring me somewhere to the west. I saw that bus 105 is heading towards Jurong East so I decided to board the bus without planning anything.

Second destination: Singapore Polytechnic, Clementi. My second destination was supposed to be Catholic JC but I saw there were a bunch of CJC girls boarding the bus so I did not alight. Only manage to catch a glimpse at the JC. (Extras: CJC girls are quite chio. There is one sitting in front of me. Freaking chio but did not look straight at her face. She was like did not wear a skirt or shorts but wore a big shirt which barely covers her upper thigh. Because she was sitting facing in front of me, so just manage to catch a quick glimpse. Of course I won't be staring at her like a Chi Ko Pek. Just look out of the window and pretend she was not around.) Anyway, the bus passed by SCGS, RGS, orchard. At first, I was planning to go to Jurong but I see the bus was heading to Singapore Poly so I decided to alight there. This was my second time in SP. The last time was when Sp has had its openhouse on Febuary. Anyway, to enter, the security guard just scan my IC and that's it. I went inside the whole campus and explored every building. I like SP very much. I feel a sense of belonging there even though I am still not yet a student there. I wandered around the whole poly and it took me two and a half hours to really explore the whole place. SP is my favourite poly and I am going to fill the JAE form with SP in all 12 choices.
First choice: Business Administration, SP.
Second choice: Any engineering course, SP.
Third choice: Information Technology, SP.

Third destination: Orchard Road. Going alone in Orchard Road is really a poor thing. Just go there and walked around. Buy a VCD called 2046 and a few YES magazine. The VCD is quite cheap. Cost only $6.95 while other places cost $12.90.

Last destination: Pasir Ris. Reached home. Just now watched 2046. The movie is really damn boring. I watched half way and fall asleep. Even those intimate scenes are not even intimate enough. What NC-16. Should be PG la. Wow cow, can sleep half way during the movie. Thought it was quitee interesting and nice. Tired sia. Still planning where to go next Tuesday. Leaving for HK next Friday...

posted by kc @ 11/21/2004 02:23:00 AM

What can I say...IT'S ALL OVER!

posted by kc @ 11/19/2004 10:53:00 PM

Physics....Okay la but feel bad about it.

Paper 1 still can make it. Just like bio. Around 35 should not be a problem. When it comes to paper 2, wtf, not really smooth. First question, straight forward. Second question, my morale starts to decrease and it continues until the end of the paper. God damn it. Section B somemore all look so strange. Well, as long as I know my answers make some sense, it should not be a problem. The most I can get is probably an A2, B and C are possible. Let me speculate:

Paper1:33/40
Paper2:48/80
Paper3:25/30
=106/150
=70.6/100

Sigh...I know myself. I won't get such good grades one la. If I get A for physics ar, I .... I 'talk' myself ar. Serious. This applies to biology also. I know it is painful but ....... crap......
Anyway, 2 more days left. Sadly, I dropped A maths if not for that freaking 1 mark. Wah lao eh. 1 mark only to pass and FORCE me to drop. FUCK that HOD of Maths. Say what A-maths not important. Suck herself. See her already like want to 'talk' her. Oh yeah, she don't have one. Say until so frustrating. Never mind. Aim for one more A and that's it. i am free and I will get my $200. YES! Freaking cool. Long time did not watch movie. Oh yeah, next Wed is PAE talk. Most probably I will be choosing Tampines JC. Study what shit subjects also can one. Study anything also no use. Just go there and slack only. Don't even know I can make it into tpjc. Serangoon JC
also can. Better still, CJC. Wah cow. Highest abortion rate. Not bad but they have affliation with catholic schools. Somemore is so far from my house. Never mind, maybe the best choice is tpjc. Now, my main priority is to kill chemistry. Okay. Cheong ar......

posted by kc @ 11/17/2004 08:37:00 PM

Boyz 

posted by kc @ 11/14/2004 11:41:00 PM

My Idol

I like Sylvester's hairstyle. Cool! His singing is the best among all the other contestants. He also has the idol look. I believe he will the first SI.

posted by kc @ 11/14/2004 09:22:00 AM

Bio: What a killer!!!

Not really a fine day for me indeed. I am quite pleased with paper 1 as I speculate that I am able to score somewhere around 35/40. It is normal. The school has already conditioned its students with the hard papers. O level, sep sep sui. But it turns out to be wrong. Paper2, WTF. I did the structure essay first. First one still okay. Second one, doomed. Forget it and I carry on with Section A of paper 2. First one still okay. Second question then I start pondering about the stupid graph. Is it correct? How come when the light source is away from the eyes, how come the pupil become smaller in diameter. I thought it should another way round. So, I anyhow do. Ecosystem is still managable and when it comes to drawing the gene thingy, damn. There goes my 3 marks. I somemore did not do the 5 marks question for the essay. I think I lost about 30-35 marks. I thought to myself, 'It's okay. As long I did well for paper 1 and practical, my A is still secured.' Hack care. Haven't been passing bio since Sec 3. A or B will satisfied my hunger. Never mind. 1 more week. That's it. I am free. $200 will be in my pocket. Can buy as many things as I want. Of course, the first I will like to buy is wax. Haven't been using it for quite some time after it had finished around a month ago. Style my hair right after I buy the wax after the last paper. Suang. Go PP and zhuo bo. Mother go back to HK on 20th of Nov. Me 26th of Nov. Suang. Can go out everyday. Not library anymore. these 7 days are important to me. Physics and Chemisty will decide whether I will get single digit or whatever shit. Both subjects A2 can already.

Anyway, I am going to poly so I am counting on only 5 subjects. 9 points for L1R2B2 is still not too bad. I am sure that I will get some shit grades for humanities. Never mind. Hack care. Can go poly can already la.

posted by kc @ 11/11/2004 03:02:00 PM 0 Comments

O level

So far, from second of November until now, I am still full of confidence. I think there should not be any problem. Even for social studies, the subject which I have not been spotting correctly for the past 2 years, has proven a smooth task for me. For all the 3 structure questions which came out, I had studied all of them. That was a good start. Well, I won't speculate anymore and continue my life, with destiny controlling my fate. I truly believe that hard work surely pay off. This mentality should have been inside my head last year. Never mind, I will continue with my studies and hope to achieve as many As as I can.

Temasek Secondary School is indeed a school which push every student so hard that they never feel any papers difficult at all. I believe that my school will be one of the top school in Singapore. Just do it.

posted by kc @ 11/08/2004 06:29:00 PM 0 Comments

Worse moment of my life.

I have decided to cary on with this blog. After weeks of absence, I am ready to give it a last shot, which will depict my life and emotions. I am writing this with my deepest seriousness. I have changed alot since August just like 2000. I have realised that I am not a useless person. 2003 is the year of depression and sorrow in my sixteen years in this world. I have to say that I hate 2003 and myself. I thought I am just one extra shit down here. I can't forgive myself. My hack-care attitude indeed had placed me in a situation which I thought there would be no return. I had even thought that there is no way I can be promoted to Sec 4 with my poor result. Miraclely, I managed to scrap through and got promoted to Sec 4. I am indeed glad that I can make it. I remember that my L1R5 was 32. Wtf, it is a disgrace. I told myself what a hell lot of change had happened to me in 1 year. From a person who had been scoring As and Bs to a person who almost fail practically every subject. What a vast change from Sec 2 to Sec 3. Luckily, I worked hard this year and saw my hard work paid off. From 32 to 18. If that's not miracle, I don't know what you are going to call it.

posted by kc @ 11/05/2004 08:37:00 PM 0 Comments